I'm Failing Epic-ly at my new diet. :(

My goal is to lose 100 pounds by about this time next year....

My Current Weight:      260
My Goal Weight:          160

I know that I will be successful, but I am off to a bad start.

Everyone has their story as to why they gained the weight. I have two reasons why I gained mine. The first one being that I was put on medication when I was in high school for depression and it made me gain 80lbs before I decided to stop taking it all together.

Fast forward a couple of years later and I had successfully lost 50 of those 80 pounds with just 30 pounds left to lose by simply becoming a vegetarian--no exercise whatsoever. Unfortunately, I started to eat wonderful delicious meat again with the persuasion of my newly-wed husband who introduced me to the wonderful world of Bacon. On top of this, I started taking the 13 week depo-provera shot, which I must say is one of the most convenient forms of birth control known to man despite the fact that it managed to make me gain 70 pounds while on it.

I know, It's a sad sad story  and I find my self typing this right now STARVING with the only food source closest by me being a giant bag of Trolli Sour Brite Crawlers. While it does says fat free, calories are still calories and I have despicably eaten nearly 1,200 of them. I am one of those people that have insane random cravings for foods that last days on end, and last night sour gummy worms were one of them and I just HAD to get my husband to buy me some...

-face palm-

It's very hard for me to go back to being vegetarian again because I am addicted to chicken and bacon. I am also addicted to soda-- thanks again to my husband for that one >_<

I feel so helpless so hopeless but I MUST MUST FIGHT IT!

One of the reasons why I made this blog is to help me keep a promise that I made to myself. Ands that's to lose weight, keep it off and be healthy.

I will post a current picture of myself when I get a chance, but untill then


--Fight the Good Fight


Alethia

Welcome to My Blog!

This Blog, entitled Never Ending Life Parts, shares the many bits and pieces of my life.

There are so many things I love to do:

*Cook/Bake
*Sew/Stitch
*Knit/Crochet
*Invent/Design
*Draw/Paint
*Sculpt/Film
*Write/Type
*Plan/Organize

& of course I love to...
*Paint my Nails (but I have a separate blog for that here ;-) )

And I'd love to document it all.

So won't you stay a while?