My goal is to lose 100 pounds by about this time next year....
My Current Weight: 260
My Goal Weight: 160
I know that I will be successful, but I am off to a bad start.
Everyone has their story as to why they gained the weight. I have two reasons why I gained mine. The first one being that I was put on medication when I was in high school for depression and it made me gain 80lbs before I decided to stop taking it all together.
Fast forward a couple of years later and I had successfully lost 50 of those 80 pounds with just 30 pounds left to lose by simply becoming a vegetarian--no exercise whatsoever. Unfortunately, I started to eat wonderful delicious meat again with the persuasion of my newly-wed husband who introduced me to the wonderful world of Bacon. On top of this, I started taking the 13 week depo-provera shot, which I must say is one of the most convenient forms of birth control known to man despite the fact that it managed to make me gain 70 pounds while on it.
I know, It's a sad sad story and I find my self typing this right now STARVING with the only food source closest by me being a giant bag of Trolli Sour Brite Crawlers. While it does says fat free, calories are still calories and I have despicably eaten nearly 1,200 of them. I am one of those people that have insane random cravings for foods that last days on end, and last night sour gummy worms were one of them and I just HAD to get my husband to buy me some...
-face palm-
It's very hard for me to go back to being vegetarian again because I am addicted to chicken and bacon. I am also addicted to soda-- thanks again to my husband for that one >_<
I feel so helpless so hopeless but I MUST MUST FIGHT IT!
One of the reasons why I made this blog is to help me keep a promise that I made to myself. Ands that's to lose weight, keep it off and be healthy.
I will post a current picture of myself when I get a chance, but untill then
--Fight the Good Fight
Alethia
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